In my physical sickness, I have been blinded. Lately, a couple things have been on my mind.
1) What's wrong with me and why am I always so stinking tired?
2) What can I do that will make me get better?
I've been so focused on these questions and have been searching for answers. I've tried google, taking general medications, and finally calling PUSH today. In my time of need, I've been seeking all of these things of man. Now, there's nothing wrong with going to a doctor for help when you're sick because God has blessed us with modern science and medicine. However, my biggest problem is that my physical weakness has caused a great deal of apathy in my spiritual life as well. What a poor attitude to have, that my sickness is more important than spending time with my Lord and Savior.

I opened my Bible to Psalm 146 today and it walked about finding help in God vs finding help in people. People may be able to help us in the here and now but eternally, our help comes from God. Nothing should overshadow this. It is our God that delivers, our God that saves. It is our God that cares about our well-being and watches over us. In all things, we should turn to Him and look to Him for strength, wisdom, and guidance.